ALwaYs leFT oUt of the CrOWd

God all this time i needed you

2005-10-13T16:18:00.000+08:00

When I got tired of running from you

I stopped right there to catch my breath

There your words they caught my ears

You said, “I miss you son. Come home”

And my sins, they watched me leave

And in my heart I so believed

The love you felt for me was mine

The love I'd wished for all this time

And when the doors were closed

I heard no I told you so's

I said the words I knew you knew

Oh God, Oh God I needed you

God all this time I needed you, I needed you

think again.

2005-10-11T20:53:00.000+08:00

come on the pieces dont even fit....i'm different from you...dont assume everything i say...get your facts right...pls...i know how you feel...but pls...stop

my room is flooded with tears again......

2005-09-10T00:39:00.000+08:00

Guitar lesson today was very demanding...phew...have to memorize 15 chords... Major and Minor Triads and some Dominants...but yeah ok lang...Uncle Roslyn is a good teacher naman...even though he kicked Shafiq out of the class for showing off his metallica and iron maiden solo...(Uncle hates it)basta ewan...haha...I'm the only 1 in class who doesnt have a guitar!!! i still have to save...mum keeps saying no money no money...guess have to learn to sacrifice...so after that went to catch the movie "the longest yard" ok lang...napatawa naman ako...so ok lang...then i coincidentally met k wayne ,bryan ,michael and ate shamoy in the mrt...they came from this ladies night out in tampines...ewan ko nga...confused din ako...so ayun i went home na...poof i'm tired...

Happy Teachers Day!

2005-09-01T12:02:00.000+08:00

I'm really bored...i'm lazy 2 blog hehe...just like every other dae...i'll just leave you guys wid a song since i'm not really good at poems

Matchbox Twenty - Bright Lights Lyrics

She got out of town on the railway, new york bound
Took all except my name
Another alien on broadway
Well, some things in this world you just can't change
Some things you can't see until it gets too late
[Chorus]
Baby, baby, baby when all your love is gone
Who will save me from all I'm up against out in this world
And maybe, maybe, maybe
You'll find something that's enough to keep you
But if the bright lights don't receive you
You should turn yourself around and come on home
I got a hole in me now
I got a scar I can talk about
She keeps a picture of me in her apartment in the city
But some things in this world
Man, they don't make sense
Some things you don't leave until they leave you
And then the things that you miss, you say
[Chorus]
Baby, baby, baby when all your love is gone
Who will save me from all I'm up against out in this world
And maybe, maybe, maybe
You'll find something that's enough to keep you
But if the bright lights don't receive you
You should turn yourself around and come on home
Let that city take you in (come on home)
Let that city spit you out (come on home)
Let that city take you down, yeah
For god sakes turn around
[Chorus]
Baby, baby, baby when all your love is gone
Who will save me from all I'm up against out in this world
Yeah well, maybe, maybe, maybe
You'll find something that's enough to keep you
But if the bright lights dont receive you
Well, turn yourself around and come on home
Yeah, come on home
Baby, baby, baby, baby
Come on home
Yeah, come on home
Yeah, come on home
Yeah, come on home
Baby, baby, baby, baby
Come on home

hmm.my ideal girl

2005-08-27T23:02:00.000+08:00

we'll a promise is a promise...a promise to ate kor and te chin to write about my ideal girl...how dumb can i get...hahahahha...this entry is to dedicated to those who are stalking me ,to those who are waiting to be noticed by me and to those whom i hav rejected.hehe joke.
well for me it doesnt really matter how that person looks.basically i'm looking more on the inside.she doesnt have to look like princess jasmine or that imang(wen shes pretty i mean)
so here it goes: take note its a she.

-she must be...
happy/optimistic/happy disposition (well i dont expect all the time)
has a sense of humour
thoughtful not just about me but others also
not easily angered
honest to others not just me
has a good hygene
has a good sense worth
a Christian
willing to grow
affectionate
diff from other girls
has the "it" factor
able to take criticisms
smart
hardworking
understands me
sociable

and for how she looks hmm.i sae it again physical appearance doesnt really matter.
cute eyes
cute nose
cute lips
basta cute
not as skinny as a models on tv
not so fat.no offence.really
has the right figure
basta healthy
nice wavy hair
basta has hair

yup thats all.hehe.so all the girls who fits the description can come to ... for auditioning
hehe.1 more thing pala.i'm crappy and lame.so live with it.hehe.coz thats who i am.

Testigo

2005-08-23T23:31:00.000+08:00

wooohooo i love testigo!i love everything bout it.the cast.the crew.the play.the steps.the singing.the laughs.the tears.the fun.the chika-han and ofcourse praising the Lord! I dont care if i cant dance,cant sing.just as long its for the Lord! Testigo 2 is on Oct 8 which is bout 8 weeks more???have to practice smiling.hmmmm.emotion.i'm not really good at it.hehe.i dont know how 2 smile but i can make ppl smile.hehe.

here again

2005-08-21T23:36:00.000+08:00

okay..okay..since alot of ppl are nagging me about updating my blog here it is..i guess my life is interesting to some ppl..hehe..thanks..well hmmm...today is Missy's birthday! i luv b-days...coz laging meron treat!hehe...nag treat din ako b4 u start thinking that blah blah blah...anywae...treat at coffee bean by k willy! thanks ! spent time chatting wid my youth,not yet youth and ga-youth there...haha had lotsa fun taking pictures and talking bout each others secrets haha...then another treat from tatay to watch the maid...haha...sound effects was really really loud...i'm sensitive to sound...or at least i think i am...anywae...ppl had to leave but some of us hanged around at the outdoor mac...hehe...ok thats wen i treated *feeling proud* k willy,tatay,te chin,missy,rena,k mark and nina french fries...even though its just fries ...at least no...hehe...happens rarely...as in treat ppl...haha...anywae had fun...then took cab home...good thing not so ex and no extra charge haha...Happy Sweet Sixteen Missy!!!

anti social

2005-05-15T23:59:00.000+08:00

anti-social.shufang calls it.i lyk being alone.pero i also like ppl hanging out wid me.di naman kayo nag mumukhang pangit diba .but really. i cant seem 2 find some1 who shares the same interest as me.chiko ka jec ah.nasaan kana?tignan mo, ako nalang magisa naglalakad sa mga malls.nanonood ng cine mag isa.depressing no.pero di ako affected.hehe.thankfully thers still frends who nvr fail 2 put a smile on my face.like michael and rovin.haha.basta di ko din alam.

ang gulo talaga ng mundo.as the saying goes: pag gusto mo,ayaw ka,pag ayaw mo,gusto ko.nung nagustohan mo uli hindi naman naging kayo*not refering 2 me ehem*
di ko talaga alam.nagiging problema lang ako sa kanya.gusto ko lang naman maging kaibigan uli.wala naman akong ma gawa.time.i can wait.but 4 how long?8 months uli?next year monalang ako kausapin.

bahala na.i'll keep prayin and hoping that day wud come back once again.i'll wait even if it takes years.hehe.

just talk,i'm willing 2 listen

dont know...

2005-05-13T23:47:00.000+08:00

finally.its over.exams that is.i din go partyin wid the rest of my classmates.just went 2 eat breakfast and walked around at the malls myself.i dont why.but i always do.being alone.its good in a way.i get 2 think about lotsa stuff.well,went back home and took a nap.woke up and found myself watchin wowowee.this guy just won a million bucks.it makes me think.many ppl crave 4 money.many want fame.but 4 me.i want an adventure frend.i want 2 travel around the world wid a frend.2 ppl is just rite.but,if i cud go i wont know who i shall bring with me.or mayb that person wont even agree.

listen

2005-05-02T11:43:00.000+08:00

.for the past 5 months i havent been blogging.mayb bcoz it was the time wen i nvr needed 2 use blogs to speak my mind.i had frends who wer willing 2 listen.but now everythings changed.naging laos na ako.noone likes 2 listen 2 stories from the same person as u know wat its gg 2 be like.boring no?.di na nila ko napansin na buhay papala ko.bakit kaya?.minsan iniisip ko kung mawala man ako sa mundo,will they care?will they be happier i'm gone?will they even notice i'm gone?.bahala na.i'll just pray that everything will be the same.i'l wait.i'm just glad that i hav a friend who is always ther.a friend who nvr forsakes u,no matter how hard or how difficult ur problem is.
.God gives me trials 2 face everydae.but i'm sure hes always bside me,every step of the wae.

uNtiTled

2004-12-08T23:22:00.000+08:00

todae woke up at 7...closed my eyes till 10 then went online...then went 2 school 4 french...haiz...onli 4 filipinos,eunice,eka,mark and me...wanted 2 pon but 2 late...haha...ate at long johns at 5.15...then went up 2 popular 2 read magazines...usual hangout...and wen did eunice bcome so hardworking?!...haha she bought a french book wid all the conjugaisons and stuff...got bored walk around and mark bought an ice mocha at coffee bean while the 3 of us drank free milk...haha...sat ther talk 4 a while...got bored again walk up 2 sports connection then 2 sports link then 2 a converse shop then 2 lemon tree then 2 77th street...phew i finally found visors and bandanas...all the colours i want...nice...wanted 2 buy the orange but must give rena a treat somewer tml...so at about 8 i went 2 church and met my mom and dad ther...so bout 10 went home...and mom started cooking the sauce 4 the spaghetti...wow...i can smell it now...k thats all...gotta check on wats happening in the kitchen...

bACk 2 dA olD rOutiNE

2004-12-02T21:32:00.000+08:00

yeah! Taufik won! hehe...so today...was quite ok...back 2 the same old routine...must download songs quick...starhub and singtel are fining 20k! 4 those who got caught sharing files...sianz...talked 2 my frends again this morning...but not 4 long J's dad had 2 use the com...wah...nice timing...went shopping...bout presents 4 some of my frends...ended up buying things 4 myself 2...hehe...:P...$4 left...in my wallet!!!ah!!!met my mum at plaza sing 2 eat dinner...yum kyaw teow...went 2 koinoair after that but soon left...got home at 8+...did some work out...wah...so tiring...oh ya i just found a job at john little...hehe...mayb working part time ther...mom has is good frends with the manager of robinsons...i think...so dont know wen i'm starting or wether i'm starting...still got lots of things to do...hafnt bought books 4 next year...meeting tml...wah going crazy...

SLy oR tAUFik???

2004-12-01T21:48:00.000+08:00

ppl keep talking bout these 2...i think taufik will win wid his cool voice...haha and he's from JSS! (bias) sylvester hmm. cool wid his rock vioce...have a range of music...aiya dono lah...anywae...my dae was okae...still haf aches every wer wid sore throat...haiz...camp...thats wat i hate about it...i didnt realli lyk wat dick lee sang just now...yuck...some of my frends got tickets 2 the finals hehe ...enjoy...sounds cool but i'd rather watch the show wid my pillow on the couch...wah siok...haha...got 2 talk my best frends just now...great catching up on things...haha...y am i losing 2 J?!...hehe its ok...my time will come...i'll just wait...

sHAiDeR...

the beginning

2004-11-25T16:09:00.000+08:00

so yeah...started blog 2dae...after quite sometime finally decided 2 do 1...i just started so i dont realli know much bout this blog thingy...:P hehe
so its [the beginning]...